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22 March 2012

Rest In Peace Trayvon; I no longer can

Trayvon Martin is a name that I really wish I didn’t know right now. It’s a name that will haunt my dreams, a name that pops up every time I see a black teenager walking down the street innocently minding their business yet loaded with so many stereotypes they might as well just dig a hole and crawl into it. Trayvon Martin, unlike so many victims this world has seen, is a name still too fresh to consign it into the history books as one of those issues that happened in the bad old days, it’s something that happened a few weeks ago, while I watched TV or sat reading ‘A Song of Ice and Fire’. While I sat here enjoying the liberty of being alive, Trayvon Martin was shot to death for the crime of being alive.


For those of you not familiar with the case; Trayvon was a 17 year old black teenager living in the state of Florida in the United States of America. On the evening of the 26th of February 2012, Trayvon decided to go to the shops to, amongst other things, buy a bar of chocolate for his little brother. On the way home he was spotted by George Zimmerman, who for reasons best known to himself, started following Trayvon. Zimmerman called 911 to report a suspicious character, telling the dispatcher that Trayvon “looked high”, and was staring at buildings. Meanwhile Trayvon who was on the phone with his girlfriend told her he was being followed. She urged him to run, he refused, but as panic began to set in he fled, quickly followed by Zimmerman.

This is not a fairy-tale; they did not suddenly come to a realisation of the absurdity of the situation, they did not meet as two people who lived in the same neighbourhood and share pleasantries about the weather. Against the advice of the 911 dispatcher Zimmerman cornered Trayvon, who apparently was now in a panic, and shot him. In the chest.

He is dead. I wish I could say that he is on CNN right now telling reporters about the absurd encounter in his own neighbourhood, laughing about it as the passage of time robs those fateful moments of their horror but no. He is dead and lying in a grave, his chocolates swept into a gutter somewhere, the chocolates that turned into his only defence against a man almost twice his age. He is dead and the silence is deafening, social media has not been set ablaze the way it burned with #Kony2012. Oprah hasn’t yet interviewed his family whose grieving at the senseless death must be just as valid as those who ‘grieved’ on Facebook at the innocent victims of Kony’s rampage. As I type this, halfway across the world in France, police are holed up outside the home of a suspected shooter yet in the United States of America, George Zimmerman is sitting at home, I picture him drinking hot chocolate and watching a rerun of Days of our Lives.


There is an injustice here! Do you see it? Do you see it marked out in big letters, screaming between the headlines. There is a 17 year old boy who is dead because a man took it upon himself to label him, in the same way we label strangers we meet every day. The woman wearing a headscarf must be oppressed by Islam, she needs to be saved. The black guy standing at the traffic lights selling sunglasses must be a high school dropout. But unlike us, George Zimmerman took those labels and made them real, made them living things, out of thin air George Zimmerman imagined the crack Trayvon must have been smoking. George imagined the slum Trayvon must live in, imagined that the only reason he was walking down the streets of Zimmerman’s neighbourhood was because he was planning a robbery. He was black, perhaps he was uneducated, illiterate, perhaps he didn’t understand English. How else does one explain George’s apparent failure to engage Trayvon in a conversation, ascertain in a non-lethal manner what “he was doing here”.

But then again, why did Trayvon have to justify his existence? Was his presence in that neighbourhood a crime against humanity? Was his world not designed to have rolling lawns and gated neighbourhoods, was his life one pledged to a gang, was the thing he was holding in his pocket a gun, ready to shoot the first innocent bystander? Surely George Zimmerman was saving the world. Some woman could sleep better that night knowing that Trayvon was shot dead, some poor High School cheerleader was not going to get raped and George’s flat screen Samsung LCD TV wasn’t going to be stolen. Surely, George Zimmerman is a hero, acting in self-defence, surely there must be a law hidden away in the Constitution of Great America that authorises a “pre-emptive strike”, a strike just as pre-emptive and just as deadly as that against Iraq in 2001. Surely there must be because, weeks later, the police are still looking for that clause as they let George Zimmerman prowl the street to save the young women and children of America from the likes of Trayvon Martin.


Armed with a chocolate, talking to his girlfriend on his way home from the shops, Trayvon must have represented the single greatest threat to American civilization since Rosa Parks threatened to contaminate an entire bus filled with whites. Black as he was, there was nothing good that he could have done; nothing innocent about walking the street that fateful afternoon. We shall never know, Trayvon lies in his grave, and perhaps the thought of him as an eliminated threat shall allow Zimmerman to sleep better at night. Meanwhile I shall sit here and continue to wish I had never heard his name because it all doesn’t make any sense. In this world of Obama’s and Universal Declarations of Human Rights, it just doesn’t fit in at all. I would be better off forgetting the name. The problem is I can’t, and if it means anything to you to live in a world that is free and fair and just; neither will you.

14 March 2012

A 1001 apologies plus a free gift


According to all the blogging guides out there I have committed the cardinal sin when it comes to blogging: not being regular. It has been almost a month since I blogged but apparently according to my Analytics account readership hasn’t gone down, it has remained at a fairly constant average and I have finally hit the 1000 hits mark. So bugger all those blogging guides!!! 

I have been apparently busy doing nothing. Yes, you heard me right, I have been really doing nothing. Besides a few excursions to Johannesburg with my friend Thabani and my cousin, I have never been this completely without anything to do in a very very long time. You would think that it would mean I had more time to blog and catch up on all the things I do in my spare time but unfortunately I don’t work like that. You see, when I am under extreme pressure, for example studying for an exam or travelling, that is exactly the time I seem to manage to do everything at once. I will manage to find time to catch my favourite series, write a short story about a little old lady I meton a bus, hang out with my friends and study for the exam all at the same time. Give me free time and I somehow grind to a complete halt. I am quite convinced this is a medical condition.


But of course even in the midst of doing nothing I did manage to force myself to do some programming. No, when I say programming I don’t mean setting up the microwave to automatically defrost my supper. You see dear reader, by profession I am a Computer Scientist [insert applause here] which means I join the ranks of people like Bill Gates, Mark Zuckerburg and Steve Jobs minus of course the USD 60 billion dollars in my bank account (I’m still working on that, have no worry). But trust me, being a computer scientist is not all it’s cracked up to be. For one thing, the minute people hear the two words, they immediately imagine I repair computers for a living. Or that somehow that means I know every trick there is to know about Windows 7. No dear reader, that is not what Computer Science is about.



According to what some call the father of Computer Science, Edsger Dijkstra:  "Computer science is no more about computers than astronomy is about telescopes." A huge part of Computer Science actually has nothing to do with computers anymore than mathematics is the study of calculators. So the next time someone asks you what I do tell them that Bongani studies the mathematical and scientific approach to data treatment (that will shut them up!). Which brings me back to my apology. In my efforts to make sure that I didn’t completely forget what my professors spent four years drilling into my head I went back to the drawing board (or to be more accurate, keyboard) and designed a small piece of software that I call Sandman. It is a simple program that you give a specific time period and after the time has elapsed will shut down your computer for you. Yeah I went to varsity for four years to learn how to do that. Varsity is over rated sometimes, no wonder Mark Zuckerburg quit after one year!!! So as a token of my utmost apologeticness (and no that is not a word), I offer you all a free copy of Sandman, the product of several sleepless nights trying to figure out how the progress bar in Windows works.

Download Sandman here, and tell me what you think of it. In the meantime I’ll try to think of something else to blog about. My next blog is tentatively titled, “Africa is one big cry baby”. Till then, adios.

PS: To the guys who complaining that they can't comment on my posts, I have tried to fix it, it should work now :)